The Lord Almighty is my only true and faithful source.
Anyone disillusioned by ministries, churches, or followers of Christ? I have been this week. I am disappointed and want to quit. I am disappointed and do not even know who I can “trust.”
I have no other choice….I will cling only to Jesus. I will trust only Him. In the quietness of my home this morning, I will once again determine that I will cling only to the Maker of heaven and earth. I will sit here and listen to Robin Mark’s song…. “We Bow Down”
I cannot cling to any ministry. Not tres dias. Not my church. Not the WRC pregnancy center. Not a denomination. Not BSF. Neither can I cling to any person. NO ONE! Not anyone or anything that I love on this earth.
I ask of you, Lord, to please show me how to cling to my heavenly Father. What does this mean? What does this look like? I feel a deep longing to be united with another. I want to align myself with a ministry, with people that are followers of Christ. But there is no one that is faithful. There is only one that is completely true. You are faithful. You alone can be completely trusted without any reservation. Lord, You give me pictures of who You are in different people. But I cannot cling to them. I want to. Really bad. To cling to the invisible seems too much to ask of me. I beg of you to please enable my faith to rise up. I must believe. I must hold hands with the invisible. I will hold hands with You, my one and only true and faithful source. You put this desire in my heart. I will trust that You will fulfill it. Keep praying for me Jesus. Keep praying that I will be one with You and the Father. Keep praying that I will see that You are completely faithful. You are all I need. Keep praying that any obstacle to this will be destroyed. Keep praying that my faith will rise up. Keep praying that any sin that is still gripping me will be destroyed. Keep praying that my heart will be open and accessible completely to Your grace. To Your leading. Only when I completely lose myself will I find myself. I desperately need help losing myself. Please show me the way. I come to You with hands wide open, gripping nothing. Amen.
I ask of you, Lord, to please show me how to cling to my heavenly Father. What does this mean? What does this look like? I feel a deep longing to be united with another. I want to align myself with a ministry, with people that are followers of Christ. But there is no one that is faithful. There is only one that is completely true. You are faithful. You alone can be completely trusted without any reservation. Lord, You give me pictures of who You are in different people. But I cannot cling to them. I want to. Really bad. To cling to the invisible seems too much to ask of me. I beg of you to please enable my faith to rise up. I must believe. I must hold hands with the invisible. I will hold hands with You, my one and only true and faithful source. You put this desire in my heart. I will trust that You will fulfill it. Keep praying for me Jesus. Keep praying that I will be one with You and the Father. Keep praying that I will see that You are completely faithful. You are all I need. Keep praying that any obstacle to this will be destroyed. Keep praying that my faith will rise up. Keep praying that any sin that is still gripping me will be destroyed. Keep praying that my heart will be open and accessible completely to Your grace. To Your leading. Only when I completely lose myself will I find myself. I desperately need help losing myself. Please show me the way. I come to You with hands wide open, gripping nothing. Amen.
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